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Name: Born - a - bon
Gender: Female
Interests: God, Worship, Running, Walks, Photo-walks, Cycling, Late-Night-Suppers, Prata, Ignyte Ministry
Expertise: Whining, Eating, Being Noisy
Industry: For God
Member Since:
8/17/2007
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| I love life;
I love loving God and feeling so empty yet so filled at the same time.
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| I'm gonna go try and half pack for mission trip, then go for a 9pm run. I miss running so much but sometimes I think I'm so lazy. I also realised how often I have been going out cause after mit training I mostly go out to meet up with friends or something. Today is the first time in over a week that I've been home by 8pm. I also realised that I was the cause for making myself tired and exhausted by going out so much. I shortchange God when I become so focused on serving and giving that I forget who I am doing it for. Today was a very timely reminder that I'm not here just to be a Martha but a Mary as well. To wait upon God and to come back to the heart of remembering that everything I'm doing, serving and worship and mit and everything is for God, because I love Him.
I am also packing so early for MIT because once the weekend comes, it will fly past and then off we go to Thailand. It is amazing how fast time flies... and we're finally going!!! After mit, time will fly even faster cause church camp and christmas and all that and *bang* it is a new year!
Hope your holidays are going well too friends. Yesterday I went back to mg for salt camp and was not suprised to see Fams, Shar, Becs, Ding and super a lot of other sec 4s all coming back for all their various cca camps just to spectate and help out. I love that about mg, that I still wave to all the principals and say "HELLO" cause like what raine told me, Mg will always always be a welcome home.
love it.
ps: diane please let me know when you are coming back from Europe so that the six can meet up before choe and I fly off? Thanks!
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| It's your love that I'm holding onto
It's your face that I look upon
It's your strength that I can lean on
I won't let go of you
In my trials I will praise you
In my fears it's you I will run to
I will sing of how you have loved me
Lord I can't let go of you
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| There must be more than this.
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| I am tired, but it has been rewarding. Sometimes I wake up... or fall asleep with the recurring thought that God I have to do this for you. Not out of obligation and not to be swept away in busyness or commitment. But God I want to be whole-heartedly devoted unto you. I serve you because you are God. I want to love God because God is God, not because I serve Him. Makes sense?
After missions training, I went to kel's house for the k gang meeting. I miss them soooooooo much. Too bad I was exhausted and in a half spaz out state. Kel has a new dog called darcy and its hypo-allergenic, small and cute and so amazingly adorable. I love it. I love it. I love it. You see, normally I don't pat other people's dog because I get rashes if I'm not careful, but I could hug this dog and have no rashes because not only is it cute, it's HYPO-ALLERGENIC. Too bad it cost 5k!!!!!!!!!
I'm so tired. Gooooooooodnight.
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