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Name: Born - a - bon
Gender: Female
Interests: God, Worship, Running, Walks, Photo-walks, Cycling, Late-Night-Suppers, Prata, Ignyte Ministry
Expertise: Whining, Eating, Being Noisy
Industry: For God
Member Since:
8/17/2007
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| This is the part when I bid you adieu:
Not to say that I am dying or moving away or doing some phenomenal change in 2010. But that I'm not blogging anymore.... just because.
2009 has been an amazing year. While everyone is in this reflective mood as I recent realised, I'm only here because I forgo-ed my thirty minute run in order to be on time for dinner and grab my last bubble tea of the year. However, my dad just offered to give me a lift so I'm going to go for a run.. and not grab a bubble tea. HAHAHA.
God has been good. If we had to sum it up in on word this year God taught me about his "faithfulness". I would also like to mention how God is sovereign but somehow I don't think that God showing me who He is and How he's like can be contained in 1 year. Everyday God has to teach me because I still struggle with accepting well that God is God and I am not.
So in this very interesting new season of my life ahead - you are welcomed to meet me up personally - to find out how it goes. Alternatively, read http://twitter.com/benn_bons to get glimpses of everyday rants/life.\
Have a great year friends (:
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| "I tend to get caught up in that question of "What changed?", so that I can try to change it back, but maybe there isn't an answer. Maybe the only answer is that it's a new day, and yesterday's manna is not for today. More often than not, because I'm so caught up in trying to figure out why I'm feeling this way, I don't feel like turning to God. I don't feel like praying, don't feel like singing, don't feel like doing any of the things that I know are the way back to Him. Because the pride in me says, "But I never really strayed, so why should I be needing to find my way back?". And so I wander around and around wondering what the problem is, when the problem is, simply, that I'm not bringing myself to God." - Debbie
http://unusuallullaby.livejournal.com/
To another level, I will find my breakthrough
Things I want to do:
1. Christmas shopping
2. Mahjong + Prata with my favourite mahjong buddies (Possum I know you are reading this, heh heh)
3. Meet up with best friend(s) ever -six, ariel, abbbbs
iPhone for christmas. WOOOOOO.
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| I love life;
I love loving God and feeling so empty yet so filled at the same time.
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| I'm gonna go try and half pack for mission trip, then go for a 9pm run. I miss running so much but sometimes I think I'm so lazy. I also realised how often I have been going out cause after mit training I mostly go out to meet up with friends or something. Today is the first time in over a week that I've been home by 8pm. I also realised that I was the cause for making myself tired and exhausted by going out so much. I shortchange God when I become so focused on serving and giving that I forget who I am doing it for. Today was a very timely reminder that I'm not here just to be a Martha but a Mary as well. To wait upon God and to come back to the heart of remembering that everything I'm doing, serving and worship and mit and everything is for God, because I love Him.
I am also packing so early for MIT because once the weekend comes, it will fly past and then off we go to Thailand. It is amazing how fast time flies... and we're finally going!!! After mit, time will fly even faster cause church camp and christmas and all that and *bang* it is a new year!
Hope your holidays are going well too friends. Yesterday I went back to mg for salt camp and was not suprised to see Fams, Shar, Becs, Ding and super a lot of other sec 4s all coming back for all their various cca camps just to spectate and help out. I love that about mg, that I still wave to all the principals and say "HELLO" cause like what raine told me, Mg will always always be a welcome home.
love it.
ps: diane please let me know when you are coming back from Europe so that the six can meet up before choe and I fly off? Thanks!
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| It's your love that I'm holding onto
It's your face that I look upon
It's your strength that I can lean on
I won't let go of you
In my trials I will praise you
In my fears it's you I will run to
I will sing of how you have loved me
Lord I can't let go of you
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